Talkin’ ’bout the story o’ my life
Fighting up ghosts that inside i
Feel like i’m at the brim o’ death and life
I live in water, drown in water, funny i don’t die and i…
Would listen to this rap beat i think o’ myself badly
Infact, i would gladly, take my life readily, no longer am i frantic, or feel like i can manage, the pain in my heart is heavily, takin’ a toll at me
You ought ta move back b#tch, the best is ain’t lookin’ at me, where the f#*k were you when i wasn’t, as good as i am now see, you couldn’t help me, but let me face tragedy, wit’ my own hands i salvaged, the lil i could manage
I tried my best, actually, as far as you could ask me, i grew up as a sad kid, it was me and my dad’s hermetic, relationship, survived it, this is why i have been, so close to him drastically, even though there’s misunderstandings
I understand he begot me, and i begot this o.r.y.x, so o.r.y.x could be bad at, his music and his rhymin’, and ev’rythin’ inside him, is rage and tears combined wit’, hate that’s thrown at me, and knowledge that just starts wit’
No he-e-eelp, is all i know, no help, no help
Is all i’ve been raised to…
No he-e-eelp, is all i know, no help, no help
Is all i’ve been raised to know
Why do i help someone for them to turn their backs on me
I do it in good faith but they turn at me wantonly
Spew venom in my face while i regret why that part o’ me
Did it in first place, apparently, i’m done with this
It’s apparent, that i will be, a pedigree, in ev’rythin’, i chose to be, inevitably, i’ll be the best you’ll ever seen, and trust me i will never need, your help or anythin’ you give, cause you just shown me a part o’ me, that i could ever exist
And fathomin’ ’bout i think, this is the things they never teach, in skool or anythin’ like it, you wanna be helped but you don’t need, the help i give y’all ignorin’ it, so don’t ever get so close to me, and tell me sh#t y’all wanna give, help, cause you ain’t worthy it
Eternity, i will be me, and me and help ain’t rhymin’ things, don’t believein help? well that is it, this are the lessons that, y’all taught me, i don’t forget not exactly things, that took some years to sink in deep, it took me pain and insanity, to get this far, this bars i spit
No he-e-eelp is all i know, no help, no help
Is all i’ve been raised to know
No he-e-eelp is all i know, no help, no help
Is all i’ve been raised to know
This world is too sour you cannot compare, it to a fruit whether a lemon or is it a pear, that’s why i don’t have friends from my own peers, ever thinkin’ you and me will ever come to pair?
Y’all are stumblin’ blocks, for my ev’ry step, and i would choose an elevator to a flight o’ stairs, i’m not sayin’ i’m religious, i ain’t sight impaired, i reflect on no one else but my very self
Being a good person, yeah i know it’s very rare, and i ain’t expect you to be good nuh! not as bad as hell, cause my life i’ve been raised through this hell , you wanna go to heaven, i wanna come outta hell
If help really existed why we sufferin’ bad, all these underlying conflicts hidden in my lair, all you do is just stare, at my very straits, yeah, you will never come here, and face the very same strait tears here’s
No he-e-eelp is all i know, no help, no help
Is all i’ve been raised to…
No he-e-eelp is all i know, no help, no help
Is all o.r.y.x knows
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