Growin’ up i never, thought that it would bother me
That i didn’t have you there
O figured you’d prolly’ call
When you did, you didn’t even offer an apology
You said you was gonna try
You ain’t gotta lie to me
For seven years i was just thinkin’ hopefully
For seven years girl, you never even spoke to me
I was only five, what the hell was i supposed to think
That’s prolly why, ion let anyone get close to me
Cause they’ll get up and leave wit no answers
I ain’t takin’ no chances
I’m done tryna hide its time that i decide
The cold heart truth only thing i’m holdin’ this time
But you ain’t the reason i believe in my purpose
I had to make moves to prove that i deserve this
Lookin’ in the mirror like ain’t nobody perfect
But when your own mom don’t want you, its easy to feel worthless
So all i gotta say is thank god for my real momma
If it wasn’t for that women, i’d be caught up in the drama
So you better thank god for that women
Or else you wouldn’t have a daughter
I swear it gets bad
Had me settin’ death back
Had me thinkin’ thoughts that would put me on my death bed
I ain’t know what i was doin’
I just knew that i was scared
I was callin’ out to god but he ain’t never there and ain’t nobody care
So tell me why should i?
I should die, close me eyes, and watch my momma cry
No
I can’t do that to her
So i started makin’ music for all pain and i would sing them to her
They say “trust me when i say that it gets better, i know you fed up but you gotta keep your head up, and when they beat you down don’t let ’em, and don’t ever settle ’cause that ain’t gonna make it better”
And ion know if could of took it much longer than that
Cut god only gave me that cause i am stronger than that
Yea, i’ve always been a soldier, thank my momma for that
So now i know what its like livin’ under pressure
But imma keep my head up cause i know that it gets better
And livin’ with depression not knowin’ which direction to go
They say you just gotta trust yo soul
Now i know what’s its like livin’ in society where everything you try to be is blocked by anxiety
Everybody tellin’ you that its illogical, like please, f#ck ’em, show ‘e! that’s its possible
Like who you think you talkin’ to
Broke through every obstacle
Oh and, you ain’t in control of what happens next
But you are in control of your happiness
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