I pray to god this sh#t is worth it
Another wave i’m tryna surf it
I pray to god i do it perfect
And hopefully, i do deserve it
Okay, i light a candle up and stare at it while it burns
Decide to put my finger in it even tho it hurts
No matter what i get my hands into it ends up aching
Right side of the lane and everybody’s overtaking
Trying to look forward and stay concentrated
But god damn it it’s hard to get going on when hated
Hated by myself, can’t stand my reflection
Hating every line i write there’s no perfection
Wondеring if there’s anything i can do to be fastеr
I’m in between becoming a rapper or a disaster
What the f#ck happened to me man my dream was so clear
And i used to be the type of guy with no fear
But everything switched and now it is all black
Lots of dilemmas in my head, get up or fall flat
Maybe put the pen and mic down for a while
And hopefully come back stronger, better and alive
I pray to god this sh#t is worth it
Another wave i’m tryna surf it
I pray to god i do it perfect
And hopefully, i do deserve it
This life always expects patience
But nothing i do lives up to my expectations
Why spend hours on sh#t i’m not satisfied with
High tide floating and i’m flat inside it
Is god watching over me or is it just a drone?
Cause i feel trapped in this dark room all alone
There’s not many people out there who’s a fan of what i’m doing
Don’t ever think i will see the finish line am i losing?
And every time i listen to you, my hair is raising
You helped me through hard times and fears i was facing
And don’t forget that you did this from the bas#ment
I don’t mean to complain but someone’s dragging me down
Longing for strength, that sh#t need to be found
Also tired of the voice in my head we always arguing
Trying to swallow the bitter pill but end up gargling
I pray to god this sh#t is worth it
Another wave i’m tryna surf it
I pray to god i do it perfect
And hopefully, i do deserve it
I pray to god this sh#t is worth it
Another wave i’m tryna surf it
I pray to god i do it perfect
And hopefully, i do deserve it
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