With so many different things on my mind
Its kinda tough to get my thoughts out clear
Trying my hardest to keep things in line
Hustling hard getting lost out here
I Convey my heart through this art when I started
On the real It was just to hide the pain and tears
Now it just feels like We numb to reality and fun
While the whole world living in fear
Or maybe that just how it appears to keep us under control
And everybody falling for the trick being sold
You see if everybody balling then nobody gotta know
That Nobody really cares if you gotta sell your soul
Pick a hoe, dig a hole,throw ya past in it
Just make it deep enough so thеy can throw yo #ss in it
Keep it a secret tho if you can reach thе cash limits
The game of life and living fast in a class to win it
Never tell never told never will never fold
Under pressure when that sh#t get real
I never said that I would come back and didn’t
As a matter of fact I doubled back and started ripping
Thru the pages trying to find flaws in the design
Where I might of slipped up f#ck I Lost my mind
Is on some other sh#t cost cuz I’m juggling
No slowing down till my pockets start bubbling
I remember cold nights stomach still rumbling
Where my next meal coming from what I’m wondering
Back on the run again racing with my sanity
Chasing all my dreams till I make em a reality
Pacing back and forth but it feels like I’m running in hell
For a deal with the devil and my soul to sell
The walls start crumbling we try to repel
From the falls of us suffering the world can tell
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