When i met you i was 12
And i was dumb and insecure
And i didn’t know what all i couldn’t possibly infer
All the chaos and destruction, all the sh#t that would ensure
All the harm that i’d cause you
You were protective, you were chivalrous
And altogether good. you were someone i could marry
That my parents thought i should
Let into my life, my genes, my soul and you wanted that too
And look what i did to you
So go ahead and shoot me with your motherf#cking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead for all the sh#t i’ve done
I ruined your whole life like i thought you ruined mine
It was my fault, the entire f#cking time
So go ahead and shoot me with your motherf#cking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead for all the sh#t i’ve done
I ruined your whole life like i thought you ruined mine
It was my fault, the entire f#cking time
You angered me eventually, you drove me up the wall
And by that i mean you made me think i wasn’t sane at all
I cut my hair, you cut your wrist at least you told me that you did
God, we were both such stupid kids
At some point, i had realized my life was living hell
So i blamed you for it, for my friends’ nightmares as well
I cut my hair and dyed it, the same day i cut me off
Turns out everyone else had the same thought
So go ahead and shoot me with your motherf#cking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead for all the sh#t i’ve done
I broke your heart and left you friendless, i never wanted you to be
It was an accident i know you won’t believe
So go ahead and shoot me with your motherf#cking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead for all the sh#t i’ve done
I broke your heart and left you friendless, i never wanted you to be
It was an accident i know you won’t believe
So yeah, you cracked the code i’m a stonecold heartless b#tch
I’m a bad liar who somehow brainwashed everyone to think
That i’m completely innocent and f#cked you up for fun and spat in your face when i was done
God, what i would give to genuinely think that i’m the good guy here and to not be on the brink of gauging my damn eyes out and throwing up my lungs because of guilt from sh#t i haven’t even done
So go ahead and shoot me with your motherf#cking gun
I deserve to be pumped full of lead for all the sh#t i’ve done
You’re such a c#nt, you made me think that i’m a threat to public health
Hurry up, before i do it my damn self
So go ahead, and shoot me. i’m not scared anymore
You’ve gotten this far killing me, there’s just a little more
I’m already dead, just pull the trigger you’ve destroyed my mental health
I’m not afraid to see the face of death itself
I’m not afraid to see the face of death itself
Holy sh#t {?} that song
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