As i
Stare through these eyes in a mind so confused been tryna
Care less about, the time that i’m losing
About the lives that been using me on the ride to the foolery
The way they close to break in it’s like they tryna intrude on me
I don’t know what’s got a hold on me
But one thing, that i know in this life i’m worthy
Cuz in reality i ain’t ever going back to the older me
f#ck everything they say i’m supposed to be
Show no mercy
Yeah
I got people that be actin like they know me
Hit my line, and start being all phony
Only to switch up like nintendo playing games controlling
What they think they can be a part of nah not even remotely, close
Some of my blood take me a joke
A funny dude waiting for that day that i’ma choke
I’ll stack my bread and disappear like dave chappelle i’ll come back
Pick the mic up and still be the realest at the show
You never know how life can change, like obama campaigns
Back then i thought sh#t would really always just stay the same
While i thought my smarts could maintain my grades
It couldn’t hide the pain i felt that my momma was still getting called out her name
That’s such a shame another shameless n#gg#
The type of sh#t that make me dangerous
Start using less of my brain, and pull up with the stainless go in
Shoot up a spot and not give a f#ck where i’m aiming
Run back outside, and i see nobody that i came with
Cops tryna find me and when they do, i ain’t say sh#t
Except put me in jail right to the left of my brothers cell
I know he feel some type of way i ain’t send any mail
Tell him i feel him hope he doin good maybe he don’t care
Like how siblings talk about parents love tryna compare it
By the amount of money they decided to ever share
Talking how sh#t ain’t fair
Too much sh#t i’m hearing say it to me they wouldn’t dare
Lord please get me out this nightmare
I don’t know what’s got a hold on me
But one thing, that i know in this life i’m worthy
Cuz in reality i ain’t ever going back to the older me
f#ck everything they say i’m supposed to be
Show no mercy
The color of my skin, don’t give me a chance to fight fair
Release me from these women that want my kids for the nice hair
Cuz i be thinking damn you know we lookin like a nice pair
Till they hit me with music’s too important to you you ain’t there
Shorty you know i would give you all the time in the world
Let me get back to these rhymes to provide what’s preferred
But she just keep thinking i use my time for other girls
Talking about yeah i know why you out here tryna grow them curls
How much sh#t can a n#gg# take
I do the job and more but somehow i’m making mistakes
It’s like i’m being held back from the bread that i can make
Oh nah nah you doing great, you just gotta wait (hmm)
I’m getting baked in my city that don’t ever give me any mention
That don’t bother me cuz for one they don’t ever pay no attention
Everyone be tryna go out to make an impression
They’ll sell their souls to pop them bottles at them anthony sections
I’m tryna grasp any blessings, instead of actively stressing
Leave my past with the rest of my feelings back where i left em
Stay on track with my brethren and move fast with my head on a swivel
Make this journey last and manifest the inevitable
Maybe i’ll get a hold on me
Cuz one thing, that i know in this life i’m worthy
In reality i ain’t ever going back to the older me
f#ck everything they say i’m supposed to be
Show no mercy homie
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