〈intro〉
Ha ha haaaa
Ohh wow, oh wow, ohhhh
I had this funny feeling
This feeling that you gonna switch on me
I always had this feeling
That the tables gonna turn on me
〈chorus〉
When the rain pours down
And you feel so low
And feel so clouded with the pain
When the world shuts down
When you can’t see now
Tell me who u wanna be in the end
〈verse 1〉
Pessimistic got me thinking that i’m better off alone
My decision can offend you, truly i don’t give a f#ck
Truth is ugly but it’s better than some people that i know
Everybody got opinions man just keep that to yourself
Dawg, look
Man i grab what i want
Always felt like my fear had a hold on me
Every night that i prayed
Feeling weak in thе bed
With a robe on my neck
Causе i tied those strings
And it broke me apart
Now i’m stuck in a room
That is cold and dark
All alone i spark
All the days i took just to make it here, kinda felt like hell inside my head, look (look lo look)
Lately i been thinking about giving up, giving in never been part of me, i cannot handle the fact that i’m stuck n i’m broke while i’m grabbing on hope, tryna keep me afloat, with my girl by my side tryna act like i cope, put a milli in the bank, that’s the sh#t that i dote, at the back of my mind all i see is a goat, but i’m trapped in the mist of a f#cking bank note, damn
Reality strikes, up in the night when you realize you nothing but failure and all of the people you thought they were riding just turn to a memory that keeps on colliding
And lately i been feeling my inside is breaking, i’m trying to balance reality n dream, breaking them both is like killing myself, at the end of the night will i be who i was?
〈verse 2〉
Lately my heart is vacant
Attachments i’m second guessing
Some people’s loyalty waver
Ain’t afraid to cut what is breaking
And harsh conditions i stayed in
And contemplated while shaping
My heart together like puzzles
I was learning to heal myself all alone
So i’m back, hoping i don’t break again
Hoping i’ll be that n#gg# i been always dreaming about, i was trapped in emotion felt like i would never leave
So i broke, all my pieces to rebuild it shutterproof, f#ck your truth
Know what happens when you stuck inside your problems? tried to solve them, tried to kill them, they control me, frame my failures like a trophy, to remind me that i’m worthless, twenty two years of being nothing
This life is not for the weak, so i kill myself rest in peace
So when i find what i’m missing
Will i accept it? reject it? or runaway cause i fear the fact that it’s gonna destroy me, my happiness is so fragile
My confidence is off balance so i just stay in this state and hope for the best in the dark
Reality can take your peace of mind so i piece mine
Battling inside my f#cking head until i can’t fight
Lately it’s hard to accept the f#cking fact that happiness died
I know why, i stayed up, waiting till life turns upside down
But it’s hard baby
Tryna find a way to make it out baby
Feeling like i’m about to break apart baby
Reason i be lit up in the dark baby
In the dark baby
In the dark
Oh why i try so hard
Oh why i try so hard
Oh why
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