RETROGRADE Lyrics – BLEACHERS ONLY CHILD

RETROGRADE Lyrics by BLEACHERS ONLY CHILD

They tryna follow the wave
I never really paid attention
My momma always checked me
Never acted petty

When i get my license
Imma get that chevy
Feelings all around me
Back is feeling heavy

n#gg#s in my session
Why y’all acting they so unnatural
Coming out they so stunned at you
Acting like you never had volume

Now i’m crying in the backroom
Tears dropping like some morning dew
Almost had you as my tattoo
Almost had you as my tattoo

I almost had you as my tattoo
My tattoo
Drowning
Drowning inside these waters

Looking for you, i’m under
You’re nowherе to be seen
Why’d you let me go this deep?
You’rе on the surface with him

You see me searching and lurking
You’re so obsessed with your man
What does he have that i don’t?
I just need to know where you been

Like where you been? ohh
I can not be alone
On my way to go
On my way to go

On my way to go
Just thought it was a phase
I been in denial
Felt like walking through a maze

Don’t want everyone to hate me
Just because a n#gg# taste
I been in my mind
Feel like my life been gave to take

But it’s something that keeps me going
Love that’s sincerely potent
All my life felt like token
Can’t be forever broken

My future like flash bang
All my boys go insane
Trying to find my way
In a place that don’t change

Never change, never change
Never switch, on me bae
Stay the same, stay the same
Stay the same

On my way to go
On my way to go
On my way to go
On my way to go

On my way to go
On my way to go
You are all i need
Take my air, and don’t make a sound

Don’t make a sound
Take the air i breathe
Watch me slowly sink to the ground
Don’t make a sound

I’m not afraid to die
I’m afraid of missin’ out
Reminiscing on a couch
f#ck is that about

I’m stuck up on memories lost in time
Lost in my head, nostalgic mind
Searching for something i’ll never find
Contempt

Damn that’s a sad line
I’m sorry
I cannot keep composure
It’s hard to be open and show emotion

Whole life i built walls and they keep on closing
It’s gettin’ real hard to stay hoping
Bottling up leading to the bottle
Using the drank to drown my sorrows

Not to that point but dads steps i follow
I’ll prolly be better this time tomorrow
That’s how it always is up and down
Bipolar i don’t like the way that sounds

It’s like the worst roller coaster around
I just wanna be ok now
It’s always a struggle to feel right
It’s always a struggle to sleep at night

It’s always a struggle, get outta bed
Man what the f#ck up with my head
I’m tired of feeling like this
I’m tired of feeling like sh#t

I’m tired of waking up just to go right back to bed
Maybe i’m just a little b#tch
f#ck
I’m trying not to cry

I’m trying my best, alright?
I’m not afraid to die
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BLEACHERS ONLY CHILD Lyrics – RETROGRADE

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RETROGRADE