Feel like I’m at rock bottom, not a dollar in my pocket
Every time I feel okay, I just point me to all my problems
Why the f#ck can’t I just stop it? It’s so f#cking toxic
And some days are worse than others, I admit (rock bottom)
I’m there for you of course but I’m who I forget (rock bottom)
I never show up for myself, it might seem like I’m doing well
But you’d dodge me if I ever let you in (rock bottom)
Put my life in God’s hands and pray to him that he don’t drop it
At this point I feel so heartless blame the life I’m stuck in, f#ck this
No one ever would survive if my road was what they walking
Why the f#ck would I tell someone let my problems be my problems?
That’s my issue from the jump, I never talk about sh#t
Throughout my life I never thought that anybody’d understand
Then I picked the microphone up and I got it off my chest
And found so many people fighting demons too, now I’m with them
It’s us against the world now [?] this path ’cause I know [?] when the lights go down
And the thoughts come out for like no way out and you just can’t breathe
Tryna get comedown but your eyes ball out till you feel like you’re drowning
In all of your tears and you fall asleep
And then it’s f#ck it, I’m done, I’m going back to sleep
Give me time, I’ll figure it out, no really, I’m fine, don’t think I need any help
Just let me rock ’cause it ain’t like [?], f#ck
Feel like I’m at rock bottom, not a dollar in my pocket
Every time I feel okay, I just point me to all my problems
Why the f#ck can’t I just stop it? It’s so f#cking toxic
And some days are worse than others, I admit (rock bottom)
I’m there for you of course but I’m who I forget (rock bottom)
I never show up for myself, it might seem like I’m doing well
But you’d dodge me if I ever let you in (rock bottom)
What’s it like getting outta bed
Rubbing the crust outta your eyes and feeling refreshed?
Last night I went to bed around seven PM
Woke up at noon feeling tired, mad it happened again
I woke up, g#dd#mn it, now I gotta get up, acting like I’m fine
Let my facial motivation while this hell invades my mind
But what happens when you try and maybe come the closest thing to your existence?
What’s the point if it’s a cycle that I know all too well?
Maybe the fact it’s consistent gives me comfort and it’s hell
I made friends with the monsters even though I hate how it feels
But if I keep believing maybe one day something will change
I only try ’cause that means my name won’t carry that shame
I have a family that loves me even if I can’t say the same
About myself, so time will tell if I get out [?]
Feel like I’m at rock bottom, not a dollar in my pocket
Every time I feel okay, I just point me to all my problems
Why the f#ck can’t I just stop it? It’s so f#cking toxic
And some days are worse than others, I admit (rock bottom)
I’m there for you of course but I’m who I forget (rock bottom)
I never show up for myself, it might seem like I’m doing well
But you’d dodge me if I ever let you in (rock bottom)
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AK Lyrics – Rock Bottom