I’m spending my days in mental decay
I’ve stood on the cliff, i’ve stood in the way
Praying that i catch me ‘fore i make a mistake
I’ve said a grace to save my people while you saving for face
I gotta focus on my music better
I feel relief when i still write my letters
But honestly when i be typing in my phone
It’s like a different zone, i know my raps have gotten monotone, but it’s indicative of how this voice feels all alone
Perpetuating thе ritual of my father’s habits
Precipitating bravado until it’s time for action
I spеnt that time in the canyons and when i came back
It didn’t look the same cuz we knew where the heat was at
Am i not good enough if i am not fully emcompassed?
If i stopped rapping for a dime, would anybody notice?
I feel i found my calling, while screaming, and falling
Now i just wanna make the most of every waking moment
I’m single again, i hate it that way, i know i love you, just don’t have what it takes
The only thing i’m trained to carry is the weight of the world, or carry faith, but either way, when you love me it’s an unfamiliar place
I’m spending my days in mental decay
I’ve stood on the cliff, i’ve stood in the way
Praying that i catch me ‘fore i make a mistake
I’ve said a grace to save my people while you saving for face
And i can see why she ain’t f#cking with me, i understand why business feeling iffy. i think i get why my money be going missing. i know my momma still miss me. i never break my promises, but i don’t promise shit. i’m losing my grip
I wanna travel, the world has all this sh#t to unravel, and i don’t mind if it’s alone because the truth is that the lonely sh#t will put me all up in my zone and sh#t, i barely hear it when they calling on my phone and sh#t
I treat it like it’s fun and games until it starts to hit me. i doubt i’d call it all success if no one really hears me. full of sympathy, lacking the space for empathy, triggered by life’s complexicities, hoping to one day feel free
I’m over the moon, i’ve reached for the stars, it’s stuck in my head, it’s near to my heart
I knew this was my moment to take off from the start, so best believe that i gone swing until it’s out of the park, soul bright, skin dark
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