Why do i do this to me
Why can’t i just learn to breath
I don’t trust myself sometimes
Terrified my own mind
I don’t wanna feel a thing
Cause i know no ones listening
I don’t trust myself these day
Get high so i don’t feel my pain
Why do i ruin everything
That could be good for me
I just wanna let them in
And not be scared it’s going to end
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I don’t know what’s best for me
I get so scared to be happy
I don’t wanna talk too much
But i don’t really talk enough
I hold it all in my head
I try so hard to forget
All the waves go over my head
One look and i’ll dive right in
I fought it off for so long
I don’t think i can hold on
I don’t wanna feel a thing
Cause i know no ones listening
I don’t trust myself these day
Get high so i don’t feel my pain
Why do i ruin everything
That could be good for me
I just wanna let them in
And not be scared it’s going to end
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I don’t know what’s best for me
I get so scared to be happy
If i could do it all again
I wouldn’t treat you badly like that
I wouldn’t fill your head with my words
And not follow through with my word
I would treat you
Treat you better
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