Scars Lyrics – Perswayable

Scars Lyrics by Perswayable

I have scars on my hands;
They remind me
What life was like being a dishonest man
The harm you can bring

I deserve what this darkness brings
If august sings
I’ll forget the next few months and all the things
Ironic i am not summer i’m the fall of kings

Thought i was jupiter — i’m the smaller rings
f#ck my throne
Never been to rome but i roam alone
Voices in my head are my calvary

But physically i rode alone (uh huh)
(but) it’s modern, i got a mobile phone
To alter my vocal tone
And avoid my subconscious

So i cope alone
I’m hopeful though, (that’s what i will tell you)
But truth be told
My knees grow old

And although i am young i need to know
Why i mow this lawn of despair but the weeds still grow?
I tell you i don’t need you yo
I’m feeble though

And protect my secrets behind walls so tall
But i kinda wish they see-through walls
Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it

f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded
By one hundred thousand
People and feel like i’m the only one that’s drowning

Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it
f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded

By one hundred thousand
People and feel like i’m the only one that’s drowning
I believe in love
I didn’t once

But i fear being with a woman cause i feel bad if she falls in love with a man who sometimes doesn’t want to leave his house for months
Irrational thoughts over swarm
My brain and absorb like a sponge
I don’t have enough

Energy to meet you for lunch
Even though id really like to see you a bunch
It’s a paradox
You see this happiness

But i’m sad a lot
Unhappy voices tattle a lot
Like a snake with an amplified rattle — no matter how hard i fought
That snaked adapted, constricted my movements and now i’m caught

And i ought to end it all
At least in a f#cked up way it brings me the only happy thought
Another happy thought is having no thoughts
This plane is crashing down and i won’t report

It on a radio that only works for you
Or press the button to abort
When i was a child
I built a fort

With a rag on a fork
Like a flag on a resort
How i felt so high and fell so short
Prisoner to my self rapport

Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it
f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded

By one hundred thousand
People and feel i’m the only one that’s drowning
Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it

f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded
By one hundred thousand
People and feel like i’m the only one that’s drowning

I think about my grave
I’d like to dig it myself with a spoon
I’d like to choose my music too
Put it on mute to reduce the tune

Bury me with no casket with silk draped around myself like a cocoon
With a seed to grow a tree
So my sins are attuned
Finally, perhaps i’ll be of some use

I’ve been happy before
Why? can i be happy again?
I wrote this song and i reached out to friends
Shoutout to them

This song is near to the end
But at least my life isn’t
I made the right decision
To my younger self: fight within him

Despite collisions
Which will incite division
Focus on bright visions
Of you smiling with no balloon

I’m always holding your hand, too
No folding in this game or allow it control over you
Despite this, younger self i miss you my dude
Thanks to you, i’m standing here too

Waiting for you
To prove you got too much to lose
You can’t even say i don’t understand
Because little man i’ve been in your shoes

Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it
f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded

By one hundred thousand
People and feel like i’m the only one that’s drowning
Got a past i’m not proud of
Society says it’s too emotional; i’m a man; not allowed to talk about it

f#ck anxiety and depression
I could be surrounded
By one hundred thousand
People and feel like i’m the only one that’s drowning
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Perswayable Lyrics – Scars

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