Yeah
Is this what i’m meant for? a life without a backdoor?
Just hang me like some décor, don’t wanna live life no more
Laying dead on the floor, i’m going to the drugstore
I’ll numb the pain even more, cuz i swore
I’d never get too stuck inside my head, but here i am
Just laying in my bed, would they ever understand?
Just how i’m feelin’, contemplating death
Wanna live but i feel dead, you can go in my stead
’cause getting up, i’m full of dread and no one is impressed
Wanna fly away, i think i wanna let go
But i can’t picture any other life, so let’s hope
I find a gas station on this dangerous road
’cause i don’t know what the f#ck i’d do if i lost sight of the goal
And that’s a scary thought, so i always gotta stay driven
’cause what if everything crashes and i end up in a divot?
Flipped upside down, would i try or would i just quit it?
I’m sick of hearin’ everybody’s definition of “livin'”
But that’s just how i feel, but maybe they’re right
I could drop this dream and work a job the rest of my life
Wait, f#ck that idea, that future doesn’t sound bright
Give me a path they say is riding on the roll of a dice
I’ll take that fear and turn that sh#t into faith
They’ll say i’m crazy ’till i make the world shake
My potential in the sky, but if that’s the case
Then why the f#ck can’t i look myself in the face
And tell myself that you’re gonna do great?
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