Wake up to dark days and different nights I am alive though/
As life entertains me with differences the fires stoked/
Filled with anxiety, every lie feels like a alibi be/
Sentenced, I’m surviving barely sorta like suicide see/
Knowing a change is needed till my last breath too/
Started Lil sane, became deranged, long came you/
Good or bad still standing here through rain or sun/
Shoulda ran, but chances are slim to almost none/
Debating myself with the sane that’s left in my Pandora’s box/
Lil manic I’m stuck in a phase, the rest I’m offing that/
So sick and tired of being down and out/
Bullish desires, all I wish for is time now/
Stick around when I spit what’s on my mind/
Puff puff pass, now can I get five/
Yea it’s the little things, sh#t can crumble like Tetris/
A mismatch tryna pull through bottlenecks, I’m stressin/
Everything on the line, filled the blanks with excuses/
Along with all this silence my pace got me losing/
Feverishly nervous over this, preparing what’s fair/
See I’m at ease clutching to nothing like gasping for air/
I’m seeing a better tomorrow until it becomes present, need it/
So back to the future like hindsight even though time is undefeated/
Like two great minds think alike but more deja vu/
With more maybes and more why’s this here game is cruel/
Adrenaline pumping, survived a hell inside me, fire feels right/
Cuz I got visions of a bright future like bringing the past to light/
Shutting the door to depression, that’s one down/
Punch in for more, hope the mentals more then sound/
Thinking there’s beyond just death and taxes, summin like life’s a mother/
Open like lobotomy, think alike much ado like Siamese, brother/
Done fell a number of times after the lightning went struck twice/
Unwind by puffin, got me on like baptizing, on cloud nine/
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