I’ve been running away from my problems
Trying to escape these demons inside
I’m gonna dive deep within my soul
Find the answers i need to know
It’s time i deal with my problems
The sound of the bombs that fell from the sky in iran when i was a child
Terrified running for our lives in the streets, not knowing if we’ll live or die
Seeing dead people lying on the ground, we shook and we all afraid
We keep hearing about men being tortured and women getting raped
Kids being taken away from thеir families and sent to the frontlinе
They turn them into child soldiers, send them out to clear fields from landmines
No clean water, no food, whole families sleeping in just one room
Unhygienic environments, diseases, we’re poor, so we can’t move
I’ve been running away from my problems
Trying to escape these demons inside
I’m gonna dive deep within my soul
Find the answers i need to know
It’s time i deal with my problems
This negative voice echoing in my head telling me that i’m worthless (you ain’t sh#t)
My childhood traumas, the pain from anxiety beneath my surface
My anger problems, the punching holes in walls, it’s killing me
The toxic people that’s been around me just draining my energy
The people i’ve hurt with the things i’ve said and done, hearts i’ve broken (i’m sorry)
Immature choices and setbacks, only cause my mind wasn’t open
I gotta stop blaming my parents, gotta stop coming up with excuses
Gotta start working on my self-improvement, gotta take charge of my life, be a doer
I’ve been running away from my problems
Trying to escape these demons inside
I’m gonna dive deep within my soul
Find the answers i need to know
It’s time i deal with my problems
The macho environment i grew up in gave me a crooked view of women
Blinded by the gender norms, boys will be boys, that’s the answer i was given
My constant need for attention, my damn low self-esteem
That’s probably why i’m letting myself be valued in likes and streams
Self-hate, insecurities, hardheaded ways from impulsive behaviours
And i see fame as a way out of my fear of being seen as a failure
I’m running, escaping, numbing my pain with various addictions
I guess i’ve been too scared to go inside myself and fix it
I’ve been running away from my problems
Trying to escape these demons inside
I’m gonna dive deep within my soul
Find the answers i need to know
It’s time i deal with my problems
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