Yeah
Why did this happen to me?
Why would he do this to me?
What did i do to deserve this?
I’m just traumatized from it
And i just don’t know how to cope with it
Spaced out, on the floor
Blunts out, from the night before
Validation, i need it more
Turn myself into a wh#re
I don’t feel good anymore
Need to really hear it more
Love, i need to feel it more
Lust can’t even heal a wh#re
I seek validation
I sadly crave it
To feel good about myself
I need to be validated
And god, i love it, but i hate it
I swear that i’ll do anything
To feel validated
I just wanna feel desired
Let men f#ck me ’til their tired!
Addicted to it, brain rewired
Each time i get it, blissful fire
I need help, situation is dire
Drugs, they told me to try it
No love, so i guess i’ll try ’em
Others told me no, i’ll defy ’em
It’s funny, this all started
At ten when i got raped
Now i’m f#cked for life
Ain’t that sh#t great
So many problems, so many mistakes
I draw back to those fateful days
Even though my mind is hazy
I never forgot, i’m not crazy
Shouldve seen the signs, he shady
Blackout and wake up in jail, baby
Would i hurt him? yes, no maybes
All this pain has built up, it may seem
That this pain made me amazing
All this f#cking pain that i go through
And it almost all stems from you
I f#cking hate you, i hope your child hates you
For each day you suffer, i’m thankful
Spaced out, on the floor
Blunts out, from the night before
Validation, i need it more
Turn myself into a wh#re
I don’t feel good anymore
Need to really hear it more
Love, i need to feel it more
Lust can’t even heal a wh#re
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