Spazz
Gunmetal, drop that sh#t
Do i exist?
I don’t know if i want to
I don’t even f#cking know
If i want you
Tired of lies
But do i even want truth?
Empty black eyes
Like my soul do you want proof?
Wasted time caring
And mourning the lows
The burden i’m bearing
Perfecting these flows
I just need the highs
I’ll ride em til death
I tune out the cries
Only silence is left
I take what is good
And i hurt it till rotten
Cut until blood
Until bone and forgotten
Bottle it up
Until it becomes toxin
Pour into my cup
Like the hurt is suboxone
Hurting myself
So nobody elsе can
Destroying my mind
So nobody else can
Brеaking me down
So i’m stronger outside
On the inside is hollow
My roots have all died
I’m cutting it a little close
I’m reaching out to touch my lows
I touch too long my finger froze
I cut it off so it can’t grow
Smiling through all the pain
Through all the damage in my brain
I cannot make my own lane
I’m losing hope wish i could gain
Do i exist?
I don’t know if i want to
I don’t even f#cking know
If i want you
Tired of lies
But do i even want truth?
Empty black eyes
Like my soul do you want proof?
Wasted time caring
And mourning the lows
The burden i’m bearing
Perfecting these flows
I just need the highs
I’ll ride em til death
I tune out the cries
Only silence is left
Dead dreamer, red schemer
Nonsense rap screamer
Night creeper, flow dealer
Up late, no sleeper
Passed out on the floor
Eyes rolled back
I was just tryna score
Now my vision is black
Everytime i close
My f#cking eyes
My body rotting
Buzzing flies
I stay up late
Afraid of my mortality
Burning with hate
I can feel it and its agony
I know you watch me when i sleep, yuh
Midnight when you like to creep, yuh
Counting hundreds like they sheep, yuh
Reaper gonna f#cking reap, yuh
Thought i found a rhythm
This sh#t going too f#cking fast
I don’t wanna get attached
Cuz i don’t know if we will last
I can’t escape my f#cking past
It keeps pulling me under, yuh
Storm inside my f#cking head
The lightning after thunder, yuh
Peace found in the slumber, yuh
You don’t have to think about it
Waking up to suffer, yuh
But you cannot live without it
Do i exist?
I don’t know if i want to
I don’t even f#cking know
If i want you
Tired of lies
But do i even want truth?
Empty black eyes
Like my soul do you want proof?
Wasted time caring
And mourning the lows
The burden i’m bearing
Perfecting these flows
I just need the highs
I’ll ride em til death
I tune out the cries
Only silence is left
Do i exist?
I don’t know if i want to
I don’t even f#cking know
If i want you
Tired of lies
But do i even want truth?
Empty black eyes
Like my soul do you want proof?
Wasted time caring
And mourning the lows
The burden i’m bearing
Perfecting these flows
I just need the highs
I’ll ride em til death
I tune out the cries
Only silence is left
Do i exist?
I don’t know if i want to
I don’t even f#cking know
If i want you
Tired of lies
But do i even want truth?
Empty black eyes
Like my soul do you want proof?
Wasted time caring
And mourning the lows
The burden i’m bearing
Perfecting these flows
I just need the highs
I’ll ride em til death
I tune out the cries
Only silence is left
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