Looking at my past thinking how it all started
Makes me feel retarted, i should knock it off got it
But ever since in college with the words that i’ve jotted
I’ve been stuck in same place like blood that is clotted
Wish i never thought it this way, but i gotta say it though
I could never imagine rap game killing me, breaking me should have i played it slow ?
Did everything but i didn’t make it so
Gave me an l, and i take it yo
Even with these thoughts, man why can i not let it go?
What the f#ck is wrong with me, what is going on with me
I guess i was born with this, hеad full of storm n sh#t
Even if i’m torn in bits, i will just go on with it
I’ll never movе on with this, i’m the one who’s wrong in this
Confusion made me who i am , lost in the friction
Had choice to walk away, but i chose addiction
If i don’t control myself, situations would worsen
f#ck being a good rapper, wish i was a good person
Even if we hate it, we fell in that place
Went so deep we never made it back yet
First suicidal thought wouldn’t be the last
Everyday begins, we still feel the past
I miss the times spent in rain with cigarettes
Brain full of nothing but pain and regrets
Hole in my heart couldn’t get any bigger yet
You know nothing ’bout my life don’t paint the picture yet
Hell if i’ve figured my own life, i’ve been a no life
Playing games anything any time mostly just csgo type
I wasn’t even good no lie
Wasted time, don’t know why
Anti social so shy
Suicidal, got my rope tied(haha)
Spent time on things and people that never mattered
Ate off life full of lie, that just made me fatter
Never had any dreams so can’t say that they shattered
Sometimes i question myself am i even a rapper ?
Guess it’s time for me to focus on my responsibilities
Finish this college with all my capabilities
Take care of my relationships with friends and family
I had fun since the beginning, now i end this happily
Even if we hate it, we fell in that place
Went so deep we never made it back yet
First suicidal thought wouldn’t be the last
Everyday begins, we still feel the past
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