I always feel like the sh#t
While feeling like sh#t
I can thank this one b#tch
But you’ve already heard that pitch
But trust me it ain’t the last
I’m just not focused on the past right now
I have a whole life to turn around
I’ve been slowly running myself into the ground
Going round and round
Trying to make this sound
But bet your #ss i found it now
I’m gonna milk my own cash cow
Like how did he do it
Pay me and i’ll teach you to use it
Once i figured that sh#t out i abused it
Only fair cause it was done to me
All i have to do is think about it while on a tree
How come when i spit i feel so free
Like how did this happen to me
Here i’ll give you something
The only one you fool while fronting is yourself
I know what it’s like myself
Fronting that i’m happy
But wishing i was dead badly
Sadly it lasted a long time
But something hit
I just stopped giving a sh#t
Like f#ck man i quit
Why am i even still here
Weed kept me here
But now my future is clear
But i pray to god it’s very near
If i don’t make it by the end of the year
I’m gonna start my suicide note with
Dear anyone it concerns
I can confirm
I’m in a happier place
Rather be exploring space
f#ck any of you who cry when you would lie to my face
I left my trace
I guess i’m fine going at this pace
Greatness i’m trying to chase
Dead or alive i’ll achieve it
But damn man i’m having a hard time believing it
I called today to no avail
They don’t have an address for an email
Brought my pace to a snail
I understand i’m a white male
But if you give me a chance i’ll make millions of sales
Like just listen to my tales
I understand most of it has been on the surface
But not one god damn person has purchased
A single track
I can’t get out of this abusive house without a stack
No i didn’t have to deal crack
And no hoe i’d smack
But what do i really lack
A media presence
I have a f#cked up sense of humor so i made my sentence
One look at my page and cancel culture will come into play
But hey
If you have the past i do
This sh#t makes you smile
Because it goes the extra mile
To be f#cked up
Like my parents did
If i don’t make it i don’t even know why i made it as a kid
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