You make me feel like i finally deserve to be happy
The dark feelings are going away
And i want them to stay away and never come back
I only want the good that you bring out in me
You’re the first person i’ve ever been close to that
Makes me forget about everything that i’ve been through
I don’t want these feelings to end
It’s mostly because i don’t want to f#ck up
I’m good at doing that
I’ve been on the run for a minute
Running from myself and the pain that’s infinite
Hit a wall i don’t think that i can spin it
Sooner or later evеrybody reaches their limit
But now it’s timе to face the music but this place i’m in’s confusing so i’m scared
And i’d be lying as a human by denying all the stupid sh#t that ruined all the love that we shared
Damn, i don’t think i’m prepared
To try again with someone that not care
Bout me as much as i them
All my life i’ve been condemned
By never receiving back the love that i extend
As an adult the only woman love me back is my mom
And daddy told every woman was a time bomb
Overlooked by every woman i obsess
I should really learn how to care less
It feels like every day i wake up the clock is ticking and i’m gonna
Relapse sooner or later
And i’m just gonna feel like sh#t over and over and over
I feel like i’m losing control of my life
I feel like i’m losing control of the things i’ve always wanted
I feel like i’m
Losing you
I don’t want to lose you
I don’t think i’ll ever rediscover what we shared
And i’m scared cause what if it was all fake
All the love we would make trips we would take
Now i’m in so much pain every time that i wake
You forsake me with your actions then lie through your teeth
Now my hearts in a sheath
And i feel like a creep
Cause i’m stalking your gram hope our photos you’ll keep
Please don’t wander away
Every day supposed to be a blessing
Yet i spend mostly everyday stressing
Bout how the f#ck i’m gonna live my life with this disease
And how i’ll find a job so i can have a bit cash
Cause this music doesn’t fill my car with gas
You used all my problems as a way to leave me in the past
Cause i didn’t grow as fast
Show me love at my weakest was all that i asked
Since i got sick
I just feel like everyday i’m so
I’m so scared, but
By being scared i lost you
I never wanted to lose you
Now that we’re through
I
Don’t know what to do
You were my love
My
My one dream come true
For someone new
I
I guess i should too!
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