Oh uh, crying every night, every night
The pain never going away
The gun on my shelf luring me in
I can see the devil holding the gun with a grin
He’s handing it to me, telling me to kill me
I’m hesitant but might as well, since i f#cking hate me
Please listen
I’m a express these feelings within
Cause i can’t keep this sh#t in
I need to get things off my chest
I don’t care about some shorty with breasts
I’ll never have that, cause i feel there’s more important quests
Yeah
I never sinned
So why won’t god help me with these demons
I honestly hate
Talkin bout these feelings
Cause guess what?
People have their own problems to deal with
Always sad
Starting to think that happiness is a myth
Nothing has changed, i still despise myself
If things don’t change, i might just off myself
Taking these drugs, hoping i can feel myself
But no matter what, i can’t ever ever love myself
Crying at 3 am listening to mac
Realizing that that the music i make, is wack
Theirs so many thing’s i wish i had, but lack
I couldn’t tell you, what i did last last week
Probably met the men in black
Or maybe it’s cause every day is the f#cking same
My life is so f#cking boring and lame
I’m such a loser, but i’m to be blamed
I wish i could meet the version of me, that is critically acclaimed
The devil and the angel playin tug of war
With the way i am now, i think the devil won
Every day i’m demanding more and more
From myself, but i’m so useless that i just can’t
Keep on doin this sh#t
Everyone winning, while i’m not doin sh#t
Constantly day dreaming of a life i wish i had
I’m so f#cking sad, waiting for the day i die
But maybe that’s a lie cuz honestly i’m
Waiting for the day, i turn the gun on the devil
Live happily ever after, and improve my mental
I’ve been cruising, but i’ll put my foot to the pedal
After this fight though, i think i’ll deserve a medal
I just told you everything on this instrumental
I wrote all this from my heart, so it’s sentimental
Every happy day feels like it’s rental, hope you can understand
Even though i’m temperamental yeah
Oh uh
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