[Verse 1
Okay we’re back again
Pickin’ up this pen again
I know it’s been awhile, eh?
Just can’t seem to find my way
sh#t I even once trying to kill myself
sh#t the rope was already wrapped all around my neck
But then suddenly a thought popped in my head
Sayin’ “If I killed myself, then everyone will be sad”
But then another thought popped up again
But this time it sayin’ “No one’s ever give a damn”
“I can’t die like this”, I said to myself
So I unwrapped the rope, using both of my hands
Untie it from the ceiling then I hide it behind the bed
Grabbed my phone and then play a game
But wait I need to call all of my friends
So I can play with ’em all together
What are we gonna playing? it’s Mobile Legends
But just as when I’m ’bout to login
So many dreadful thoughts popped up again
And I tried to fight ’em all
But I just f#ckin’ can’t
[Chorus x2
What is this?[What is this!
What is this madness?
One minute it’s all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
Verse 2
Now some of you people might as well wonderin’
Where the f#ck my last album went
Or why the f#ck do I changed my name
I’m 20 now and those 19 years
Before now it doesn’t count
Cause I really did nothing but crying all the time
It’s stupid ’cause I act and sounded like a baby
But I’d rather f#ck a baby than being a f#ckin’ baby
*Hold up*
*Did you just said you want to f#ck a baby?*
No you dumb m#th*rf#ck*r, it’s a metaphor
That means I’m willing to do anything at all
To stop being a p#ss# so I can be a normal person
Like the rest of all of you f#ckers
That’s why I wanted to start over here
Write a new fresh start with a newly me
With a normal me, realest me
100% of me, no longer stupid
It’s just the plain me
Till the dreadful thoughts comin’ back again
And I tried to fight ’em all
But I just f#ckin’ can’t
[Chorus x2
What is this?[What is this!
What is this madness?
One minute it’s all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
[Verse 3
Man what the f#ck is happenin’?
What the f#ck is even real?
Feel like I’m in Israel
It’s all lies in here-
*Alarm*
Oh sh#t hold up wait, where’s the snooze button?
sh#t it’s that time again
I need to take my medicine
I often forgot that’s why I set up a reminder
Just so it can help me to remember to take my meds
So I don’t f#ckin’ forgot
But just as when I’m ’bout to grabbed the bottle
I slipped and fell to the g#dd#mn floor
And that’s when the dreadful thoughts comin’ back again
And I tried to fight ’em all
But I just f#ckin’ can’t
[Outro
This is madness!
This is madness!
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