So I think it might be really corny to say
But I think that my one true goal in life
The one thing that I hope to accomplish
Is just content to actually feel real genuine
Happiness because the past two years have been so rough for me and I think in the process I fell out of love with life
In the room everyone looking for lotus
I am trying to find balance be holistic
To my self I’m full of malice
On outside it’s seems simplistic
On the inside it’s a challenge
Especially when yo mind is on Saturn
Am I Really who I am
Or am I just a vassal
That’s riding around life
With excuses that’s on a saddle
Awareness of myself
That’s the first step i need
My suicidal tendencies
Are getting to me
Trying to understand why
Realized that’s it’s deeper then me
Trying to describe what I feel
Became easy to me
Questioning all my qualities
Made me feel lost you see
Or my values in the right place
Is this really me
Hunting myself
Trying to just be whole
Questioning myself
Trying to see mo
Understand myself
Know I am mo
Am mo
Understand myself
Know I am mo
Am mo
Reverse it back to the old days
Questioning my actions and my old ways
Bad habits addicting like cocaine
Distant myself from people cause
Interactions just don’t feel the same
Maybe I just outgrew them
Is that okay
No mind isn’t okay
Questioning myself
Why I want leave
Trying to answer
For me to understand me
Understand I’m really trying to breath
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Hunting myself
Trying to just be whole
Questioning myself
Trying to see mo
Understanding myself
Know I am mo
Am mo
Understanding myself
Know I am mo
Am mo
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Elegant intelligent negligence of selfishness
Accommodate and passiveness
Sining for the hell of it
Looking for what’s left of it
Pacifist aggressiveness
You don’t know the half of it
Passionate a activist
Maxing
Realized that I’m broke
Realized that im in pain
Do you take me for joke
I’m thinking this hoax
I can barely breath
Do you take me for a joke
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
Maybe I’m someone that’s not okay
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