I made myself unlovable
I hid my heart for years
It may appear i’m unemotional
I held back all my tears
Don’t want no one around me
‘cause i feel my death is near
I’d rather save us all the trouble
And pretend i wasn’t here
Praying up to god
He the only one i fear
I know i got my angels watching me
I hold em high and dear
I ain’t scared of death
I see that sh#t inside the mirror
Taking my last breath
I’d let my worries disappear
Fought through all that pain
I been through more sh#t than most
I kept my struggles to myself
And walked that wretched path alone
Had all sorts of problems
Tried to fix em on my own
Thought that i could drown em out
With juarez and patron
When it comes to my feelings
I’m stonewall jaxon
When in love
There’s no satisfaction
When i’m smiling
I swear i’m acting
When i’m sad
I show no reaction
I can’t say it to your face
So i’ll put it in a song
That’s how i communicate
Baby, i know that it’s wrong
But i’m scared to put it out there
Put them words in outer-space
Scared to be so vulnerable
And scared to see the way you react
When i tell you i love you
Baby girl, yeah i want you
Baby girl, yeah i love you
But girl, can i trust you?
Don’t take it personal
I trust nobody else
I built up walls around my heart
I been through hell
I been hurting for a while
Can’t you tell?
I been hurting, girl
I really need your help
When it comes to my feelings
I’m stonewall jaxon
When in love
There’s no satisfaction
When i’m smiling
I swear i’m acting
When i’m sad
I show no reaction
Lost emotions
Growing up i went through sh#t
They tore me open
Took that thing behind my ribs
Imma heartless dude
Yeah, we been through this all before
Without a cause
I don’t know what i’m living for
All my life has been so uncontrollable
Almost died, made me feel so disposable
Lost feelings, i’m like an animal
Grew up quick, that sh#t made me unlovable
All my life has been so uncontrollable
Almost died, made me feel so disposable
Lost feelings, i’m like an animal
Grew up quick, that sh#t made me unlovable
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