Never got closure
Feeling like i’m only getting older
Feeling like i’m only getting colder
Cause i carry all this pressure on my shoulders
Ain’t no way that i’ma die tonight
Cause i’m high, but the high make me alright
The smoke will never clear from out my sight
And i’m just sitting here like “what the f#ck just happened?”
I lost it all, i ain’t feel it when it happened
My life it changes every day, it’s just what happens
Feel like i’m waiting for the next bad thing
My ptsd kicking in, roll up and zap it
I’m getting high, so i don’t feel nothing
But do we ever really ever feel nothing?
Or am i just bluffing
Nah, f#ck it
The only way this pain is gonna end
Is if i’m gone, yeah i know that’s how it works
I’m so scared to do something that’s permanent
But even more scared when i think of if it hurts
But i can’t keep living like this
Stuck in one cycle, hating my sh#t
Never catch a break, and nobody gives a sh#t
And no drug could ever make me forget
How it felt walking that hospital hallway
Last words to me echo round’ me always
In my body it feel like i’m bout’ to fall apart
Cause i can’t cope with life if we just have to part ways
Yeah, i hate this
I got no superpowers and money doesn’t save sh#t
I learned the hard way, for granted i won’t take sh#t
I know i’ll make you proud, i just gotta be patient
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Celly Irez Lyrics – VISITORS PASS
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