Remember eating mayo sandwiches on late night grinds
Always had a premonition i would get so high
Even though most days i was just trying get by
Dirt broke but mostly was okay with it
Parents hid that sh#t so mostly was obvious
Knew that we was poor but never took it serious
Till one day we pulled up to hialeah apartments
Walked in through the door and flick the switch and was greeted with some darkness
Grabbed my psp along some school clothes
Looking for my momma for my glucose
She tryna be so strong along with pops but i saw it in they face
Got no money for this place
Even though pops just got a raise
So
They call my aunt she said wе always got a crib
Love to death was second momma еarly as a f#cking bib
She tried her best after cuzco bit the sh#t
Having vivid memories of him in his white clothes
Jumping top of him with my spider-man suit losing balance just like a tight rope
Why i know
Always got an angel looking over me wherever i go
That’s word to change
Sparks that fills my soul but not a santo
Scared of speaking spanish front of crackers so pretend and say that i don’t hablo
My self acceptance early age it start to plummet down way low
Speak of that been no one’s favorite always hoped to be abuelos
But that’s someone i never met tho
Yeah
I feel like most of the time
I just can’t express how i feel to myself
So
I use music to help me communicate that
Cuz
A living passions what i breathe
Ever since a youngin mental battles all alone so became just what i need
Never taking notice that i went and planted all my seeds
All the while i was struggling anxiety depression doing things that i regret
Kept it pushing the world god whatever had to put me on my quest
No blood samples
Used to think apartment i was worth now i’m thinking something more ample
Hottest sh#t got out the south like a f#cking door handle
I be going crazy with the fire
Like every starter that i chose
Most people start at ho-ohs turned to ashes as they go/
I went from dust to finding myself through flame charges i have r r r risen
Need a way out of these thoughts in they own prison
The beginning or the start of a tradition
Hard headed all the way only my vision
Learned to never regret but make peace within yourself
Hope people hear me out and find love within themselves
I be rapping from soul and helping others mental health
Find your home within oneself
Had to learn to trust myself so
I feel like most of the time
I just can’t express how i feel to myself
So
I use music to help me communicate that
Yours truly
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