Y’all don’t know what it’s like
To wake up every single day hatin’ yourself
To have self-loathing, be a drivin’ factive, your mental health
Ain’t really got sh#t to do with
Social life, material things, or wealth, but
Most n#gg#s wouldn’t get that
So I just bottle my emotions and leave ’em on the shelf
I know a n#gg# need therapy, but
I’m too scared to talk to my emotions about someone I don’t know
Shit, I don’t even feel comfortable talkin’ about ’em with people I do know
But yet on a daily basis, I let them muhf#ckas show
Stuck between feelin’ like I’m movin’ too fast and
Movin’ too g#dd#mn slow
Uh, it’s crazy
Just as fast as happiness comes, that sh#t goes
I’m finna f#ckin’ hang myself, n#gg#
I’m at the end of my rope
Ugh, um
Any fin, I’m Patrick Swayze
Cliche, just wanna go ghost
Uh
f#ck this air, n#gg#
I like to choke ’cause I’m
Drownin’ in the sea of emotions, I can’t swim
My boat done went away, n#gg#
Life ain’t thought I would be
Goddammit, I’ve been led astray, n#gg#
Um
Don’t nobody let me back, Ellie sh#t
I’m astray, n#gg#
And when you ask, I’ma lie and tell you that I’m okay, n#gg#
I don’t got the answers, b#tch, I’m not sway, n#gg#
Just a kid, man I just wanna play, n#gg#
Life’s a joke, shit’s funny, kinda like Tina Fey, n#gg#
Born a mid, man I just wanna hang, n#gg#
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